travis' brain dump

… when faced with the dilemma of whether or not to procrastinate preparing for that one o`clock meeting or actually doing it? write a blog of course!

Nah, I’m actually ready to go, just need to type up one paper so we have some sort of agenda. I really ponder why I enjoy leading these meetings or why I decided to take on managing this project. I honestly think by the end of it I will want to hang myself. Oh well… we’ll see. I really enjoy the development process of new products surrounding our technology… it’s entertaining.

Oddly… that feeling of impending doom that still lingers around today. It’s just been this nagging thing in the back of my mind that something crappy is bound to happen sooner than later. It’s frustrating. Maybe stuff has just felt too good for too long and I’m expecting something to screw it up. *shrug* who knows… it’s irritating and has me “looking over my shoulder” more than it should.

Anyway… got some decent sleep last night, sort of. I think most of it was due to the fact I was completely wiped out from almost zero sleep the night before and I went to work out last night. I thought at one point I was going to collapse from being so tired. Sharon wasn’t doing to well herself while we were working out last night, she wasn’t feeling well. Hopefully she’s not getting sick … that would suck, especially if I caught it. o.O

Tonight… hmmm — I really have no clue what’s going on. Maybe I need to plan that out. I think if I don’t see anyone tonight I’ll end up finishing up that hood I’m working on. It’s something constructive to do to pass the time and it’s productive. I need to get that thing done in the next month so I can get it on my car and keep my turbo cooler with the temperatures rising. I dunno… heh. I think I’ll just play today by ear. I’m in that kind of mood.

Well, I guess I should type up that sheet and go for my walk. As soon as I clear that meeting I think I’m bailing out for the day. yay! 🙂