travis' brain dump

and i’m sitting here wanting to freeze time in a perfect moment …

I have things to do at work, but i don’t want to do them. Perhaps it’s the pounding in my head or the itch of tired eyes … or the feeling of impending doom, when it’s not even Friday the 13th (and that’s in two weeks) … it’s been one of those mornings already. It’s really not that bad, I’m sort of bumping into things today – my mind is elsewhere in several directions. While going boarding yesterday was absolutely awesome (aside from getting my ankle twisted *shrug*) I feel like I’m paying for those hours over and over again. Couldn’t sleep all that well last night, partially due to my mind, partially due to falling asleep too early last night because I was so wiped out and partially due to some back pain which presented itself to me around 1 this morning… then, I wake up with a headache after I did finally go to sleep. My ankle hurts a little more today (no surprise), my back hurts and wouldn’t you know it? Icing to the cake, I’ve got an exhaust leak on my car. While an easy fix, I ask myself… why today? I didn’t want to come into work this morning – I wanted to call in, but I needed to be here in the morning at least… I just hope today doesn’t hand me any more fun. I’ve had enough already. I’m not really down and depressed about it, just more agitated over it.

Possible positives for today if nothing else goes wrong? We’re going to go pick up the kitty today, I will see Sharon and Mike, and quite possibly I will get to fix my exhaust leak. Maybe I’ll feel better in a couple of hours, I’m sure I will -Âbut right now… I stare, into a monitor that asks me to do something with it and wonder, when can I run for the door? Sooner than later, what a wonderful thought.