travis' brain dump

Heh, for some reason I’m feeling pretty good at the moment… no, no drugs or anything…

I was about to go to bed, took a shower and it hit me, wide awake… At least I may make it to bed by midnight, lol…

Well, I’m feeling better. I took some advice from a friend and wrote a bunch of my stuff down thats giving me crap and figured out some sort of battle plan for each of the things within my control and found ways to face and cope with those things that are not. We’ll see how long this new found hope lasts but overall I realize that despite the fact I’ve had a really bad week, everythings not that bad. Just all the frustration and bewilderment over that screwey thing I call my life just seemed to crush me for a couple of days.

For those of you that took this ride with me this week, haha thanks for being there for me – I hope to return the favor as efficiently as you guys have.

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So enough of my personal life or the vague picture I painted of it… lol

Other things on my mind… I hope Arwen gets past the list at this school. I really want her to start there in August. It’s a little bit of a load on my budget, but it will be a great thing for her. Its great to play, but she needs to have some kind of structured learning going on for her. Thanks for getting me pointed in that direction Sammie. You got me off my ass to get her pottie trained and crazy about books and all ya had to do was tell me twice… not bad for a guy huh? ROFL. I tell ya this parenting thing is like teaching a caveman to build a car…  might eventually get it right but oh man is it going to be a mess in the mean time. (no i’m not calling my kid a caveman, although she grunts like one sometimes at me, lol)

I appreciate everything all my friends have done to help me along the way and continue to do today, again I owe you guys everything.

Anyway, its almost midnight and I need to finish something else up… I need to get to bed.